Tuesday, June 30, 2009

Piece of Mine

Almost type "end in mine'.

I recently come across of a blog with title "Nobody Tells Me," which a mother was blogging about her 3 year daughter. Her blog started in year 2007-8. The blog's layout is soft, like a teenage girl's blog with many cute 3-4 yrs old girl photos. The child is damn cute. The way the blogger blogs about her daughter are mostly in dialogues. She posted many funny conversations between she and her daughter. The 4 year old girl is a damn smart and wicked girl.

I keep figuring out why she has such a title for her daughter.

A year later, she was betrayed by her husband and the last few months blog entries are about betrayal, how she dealt with the marriage (divorce), how she trying to get it over, how hard she try to forget the incident and how she trying to divert the child's thinking.

There are alot of hatred, frustrated, upset, disappointment, heart breaking statements in the blog. Which is so match to the blog title. I started reading her blog only last 2 weeks ago. I got to know her blog thru a friend who told me about the divorce.

But the blog content, especially the recent few month ones, has painted the blog in grey. As a reader, I could feel her, even brought back my memories of the first betrayal in my past relationship. The feeling was unbearable. Furthermore she has a child with her. I can forget about my past, but what about her? The blogger said the child's father is a monster (in her family)... But she has to bear with the fact forever that the child also has the father's blood... After reading the blog, I really get worry about the child's thought about marriage when she grows.

Remember I said, I keep figuring why the blogger has to put "Nobody Tells Me" as the title? It is scary because a year more later, the blog title is like mentioning, 'How come nobody tells me that my husband is seeing other women???'

Very 邪 ...

When I started this blog with a title of "Piece of Mine", I was only thinking, since I only blog partially of my life and thoughts, take my life in one big piece of drawing paper, this blog, is only a piece of mine...

How coincidence, since last year, I had a chance to involve myself in financial planning career. I provide wholesome financial services, advises, and solutions to help my clients to achieve their financial goal. One of my services is to protect their wealth, they can have a peace of mind on wealth accumulation.

Do you see what I see? Back to the blog title... how 邪... This is 邪-ly good.

The secret of universe, law of attraction, might not happen immediately, somehow or rather it will come to you.

You need to believe this.

p/s: I had a ball in my company's mid year review cum seven habits application. Will blog about it soon!

Saturday, June 27, 2009

Tujuh Adat (Habit)

The phrase "Seven Habits" been actively mentioned around my working partners and friends.

"The Seven Habits of Highly Effective People" is a famous book isn't it? How come so famous you dont know about it? That means you're not famous enough to know about it. =P

cut the craps.

What is 7 habits of the highly effective people? Beside pro-active....

1. pro-active
2. stand
3. eat
4. play
5. work
6. dream
7. sleep

hehe. No lah.

I missed the 7 habits course couple months back, now I am given a chance to attend the 7 habits application training cum mid year review. speaking of killing 2 birds with 1 bloody stone.

Over the week has been quite dull. But no point talk about it. As far as you know I hate to look back the history, fear that history will repeat itself.

Need to pack rubbish and wait for some of them to gather at my house before going to Genting
View to become a Highly Effective Person.

Good weekend.

Wednesday, June 24, 2009

Random sms

Received SMS on 12:12am.

It was from Grass:

"Halo... I am not coming back tonight.. Dun rape my dog... thanks"

my reply:

"I will tear him apart"

Hers:

"all your tback will hanging on your car bumple SOON..."

Mine:

"then all your 'amah' panties will hang on every neighbour's gate soon"

Hers:

"I will stapler ur email address on those ahma di ku..."

(di ku = panties)

Mine:

"I will staple ur phone no. on those tbacks"

p/s: her dog is a soft toy dog, given by her boyfriend.

Tuesday, June 23, 2009

Someone asked me...

1) to marry him?

2) to go Thailand again next month?

3) to believe that he is a virgin?

????

Part time job, anyone?

When I was in Bangkok last month, I spent too much money in Chatuchak Market on the 2nd day itself during the trip.

So I did not have money for my transportation, makan, minum, massage and more shopping for the rest of 3 days of the planned trip.

I had a bad headache and thinking how to survive for the rest of the days for the trip....

Thailand is full of skilled worker, very good example - you can see many tailors, road side tailors like the picture taken below:



or young young must come out and cari makan at roadside playing some musical instruments:



or so OLD already still have to play music at roadside:



or don't know what age is this fella is, but have to draw own face like super clown and play music at roadside:



or standing while making popiah at roadside:



I wanted nothing like above happen to me, so I decided to...

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become my sister's hairstylist.



she ends up buying me some ice blended drinks with cream and choco sitck to make me happy....



so stingy one... =P

When I am down...



Ice cream makes me high (happy)!

Photo taken in May '09 @ Bangkok Swensen's. Thailand's Swensen is superb. More outlets available cum very much cheaper if compare to Malaysia's Swensen's.

How come? So unfair. That's one of the reason why I love Thai so much.

To your concern: My nose is alright. That previous photo was taken in LCCT Marrybrown while waiting to depart to Bangkok last month. We had nothing to do so my brother sister sister bf were trying to do some trick with our nose. We tried to make our nose look smaller by pressing both sides of the nose and inhale and hold. Try and in front of the mirror and let me know if you can do it and look like Michael Jackson too!

Sunday, June 21, 2009

牺牲小我,成全大我 (照片)



Happy Father's Day.

Photo by Grass.

Saturday, June 20, 2009

Total Failure

I felt like a total failure.


I can answer all 5 quizes from Restaurant City correctly but I got a "F" stands for "Failed" for my exam. Perhaps I shall go open and run a restaurant. I could do better then.

I never fail any exam before this morning.

I did now.

I felt like a total failure.

Fuck the world.

Tuesday, June 16, 2009

Michael Jackson ar~



挣扎了很久,才决定放这张照片的

笑吧

Sunday, June 14, 2009

Weekend Dos

must set up a Quality Control Division to look after my body rest status already.

Friday night due to my naughtiness I slept very late, almost 4am in Saturday morning. The thing kept me awake wasn't Restaurant City but I was too kepoh, reading other bloggers'.

And I was given an assignment to be presented in Saturday noon meeting.

10am baru can get out from bed.

Went to friend's house to walk and feed his dog J. I walked J around the neighbourhood and let him bark-fighting with other dog which stayed behind the gate. Those stayed behind-gate-dog sure feel jealous cos J is outside and himself is inside da house.



Pity J, he was tearing when I left. Not sure if he tears because he missed his master or the food I prepared sucks until he didn't finish it.

=(((((((((

First time I see dog tearing. I felt like hugging him (to console him) but he was toooooo dirty with the dust all and I didnt know how to bath him.

Saturday night I slept off at 9pm. Couldn't even finish typing a reply sms.... was very exhausted. And today I got up at 9am! woohoo like kena with super power like that. Can do ultra super combo hit a few times!

Today is also my buddy's birthday. Say Happy Birthday, Janet. You know I love you one.

Saturday, June 13, 2009

又是你?



another 贪吃look

贪吃的look




原来我贪吃的样子是这样的...
= . ="

Friday, June 12, 2009

"good roti canai and putu mayam in klang valley"

alamak. the above was the 'search key word' that link to my blog....

as a putu mayam lover, its a shame that I do not know the answer for the above. I do not know the answer as for Klang Valley, if not I would have makan mutu mayam all the time. Because I just love putu mayam as much as I love ice kacang ABC...

Instead, I found the answer @ Penang Island. Click to read me and my business partners adventure of searching for heaven food in recent trip to Penang.

Cuti-cuti Makan KL- Penang - KL #1

Cuti-cuti Makan KL - Penang - KL #2
Cuti-cuti Makan KL - Penang - KL #3

Seduce

the noise comes from PS3 behind very seducing...

*/slap myself*

get back to work, lady.

Tuesday, June 9, 2009

New Vocab in My Life

If you are to meet up with a "Guru" from your field of industry, let it be your career, hobby, passion, interest.

What kind of question will you ask the Guru?

I am to meet a Guru soon. Had quite alot of thought about my career. I never thought I would have my own career until very recently... thou I've involved for more than half a year.

Entrepreneurship, a word I hardly know how to spell yet - is something I am into.

To be an entrepreneur is not an easy thing. Never is.

A lot of changes in actions and mindset.

Whether you like it or not, you still have to do it because you wanted it.

And just because I wanted it, I must do it.

Tonnes of questions and doubts I had. That was because I had a blur vision. When the mist disappearing, my vision becomes clearer and greater. The path is shown.

Now I do not question myself why I wanna do this, why I should do this, why I must do this.

I am doing this because I wanted it. Eventually, I do it because I like it.

Nothing beats the feeling of being passionate of something and acting on it.

Recently, I discovered and fell in love with the word called "passionate".

Friday, June 5, 2009

Friday Night: Am Free



Checking out the wall poster and dance song CDs in one of the shop @Suam Lum Night Bazaar, Bangkok.

Remind me of good ol' party days. Those days when I spent time downloaded big names dj like John Jigweed (one of my favourite) and Paul Van Dyk, Tiesto, Timo Maas and many other house, tech house, progressive house, trance mp3. I did not know much on how to differentiate song of the music genre still, as long as it is a good mix.

Those big names DJ are certainly 'angmoh'. And know what? Malaysian DJ also manage to capture my heart! My most most most most most most most favourite local DJ is 1 male and 1 female.
Male is DJ Gabriel; and female is DJ Desire.
Ei, Malaysian Boleh ok. Both of them are very good, equally compared to those imported one..
(Those days where DJ Gabriel and DJ Desire were already playing in some big clubs, DJ Blink still spinning in one of a shop in Sungai Wang 4th floor. Look at where is DJ Blink now, playing in Zouk!)

I wonder if I could hire both DJ Gabriel and Desire to be my DJ in my private party in the future. Don't care if you guys don't fancy their music, as long as the host does. Hehe.


Those days in late 90s and early millenium years, not many disco clubs available like nowadays. The club I frequent had to be the Jalan Sultan Ismail side, let it be Nuovo, Emporium (later Espanda and later something else), Atmosphere; then Jalan Bukit Bintang's the "Movement" (now an open air carpark for Jalan Alor visitors), and some other clubs in Bangsar which I hardly can recall the names...

Out of all the clubs, "Movement" was my favourite until it got burnt down (due to an accident or insurance claim scheme). Then my clubbing desire also got burnt down. I was there for a few occasion, a new year's eve, a christmas' eve, john digweed's gig and a few more also couldn't remember. I followed Kent Choice gig, some of their events kickass-ed and I remember the open air so called rave party I went @ Genting.

Those days so poor can only afford cover charge with 1 free drink. Either Kampai or beer or a bottle of WATER. Paid RM 50 for a bottle of beer and Kampai... How stupid!!!
Compared to nowadays people can afford few hundred per bottle of liquor. I was like whoa cannot afford for liquor. So I was sober most of the time I partied.

Those days I also very lansi one. I only follow certains DJ or event like Kent Choice' or some rave party organizers which I forgotten the names too.
I did not go much rave parties, mainly due to not many kakis and the only buddy and buddies I went with was with one or two of my girl pals, whom we did not take drugs nor drink excessively. But we did spend time shopping for clubbing clothes. ahha. We would at times go shopping mall hunt for more suitable clothes for the next clubbing night! How crazy!

And those days I did not have much transport access, always have to depend on others to fetch me go clubbing, where I felt like a beggar. That was the down side of not having enough own interest of kakis. None of my same age collegemate, schoolmate, classmate, childhood friend ever join me during my clubbing days. My kakis were from the online chatroom.



Compared with last time, I am more like myself NOW than before. Last time when I was in the club I was too terrified to start dancing but nowadays you can see me dance first and get tired when the dance floor is packed.
LAst time damn shy wan and with all those geng chau shuffler around I where go dare to dance simply. Those days I just drank a bit and stood nearby the big speaker and move my body like ants pushing me. But inside my heart I wanted to dance my heart out like there's no tomorrow. I was just too self-conscious lah.

Can you imagine last time I went clubbing WITHOUT no make-up at all! Not even blusher. Haha. OMG. No wonder nobody pick me up from club before. Not that people can see me with blusher in the club but at least some eye-liners will make you eyes bigger when you're drunk!

Speaking of clothing, since I used to follow those dance music DJ's gig, only sneakers, loose pants and tank top will do. That time trend was like that very un-woman like like nowadays. Those days sporty looks 'sells better' than wearing one piece dress and high heels. We even laughed at those babes with high heels thinking they sure feel like hell with the high heels. I also sort of like looked down on those babes with high heels that only danced slow sexy moves like they were Emporium Kakis, not like us the Clubbers. Those days they differentiate it so well.

But look at the clubbing trend nowadays, with the popularity of RnB, hip hop, pop songs, I myself also only wear high heels to club. Apparently that is because high heels makes me look better. Simple as that. But both feet still feel like hell!!! The best experience must be my 2nd last visit to Zouk couple weeks ago, I wore my 4 inches Charles & Keith peep toe heels... I hardly can walk to the car after I left the club. 'Sendiri ambil punya...'(direct translate from chinese proverb)

That time I had a bf who dream to be a world's well known DJ. So I handmade a turntable using recycle stuff and gave it to him as a birthday gift.
I gave him my support and hoping that he can become a DJ later. I still remembered we even came out a DJ name for him, which was "DJ Niche". Why because he thought his music will only accepted by a niche group of people. He thought it was a good idea. But when I left him, he was still a commis (chef's assistant) in a local Italian restaurant. I was 19 years old.

In between then and now I never been to any rave party no more. I was tied down with so called work, commitments in relationship and so on. If I have fun, easy manage, easy going kakis, I would have go again if there are good ones. Or maybe I shall just go Koh Samui by my own one day, to see if any Angmoh will pick me up or not. Lol.



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ha. I am so free tonight.

Thursday, June 4, 2009

Blur Jo



Josephine is very blur~

Emo (2)



Emo girl #2.

Emo

(Nah)

I am a emo girl. Don't mess with me. (Nah!)

(actually the photo is taken when I was busy tooth-picking after a hearty meal in Bangkok)

Wednesday, June 3, 2009

Postcard!

When is the last time you send or receive a postcard?

Or... you never receive a postcard before ah?

Or... you never send a postcard before ah?

Shame on you.

We know the convenience of email and text messages, e-greeting cards. But all these are digitalize stuff, I can't touch it even thou I could feel a lil, but once I press "exit" button, the feeling also "exit" together lor.



I find it fun to send out postcard to those I missed when I was on vacation.

So, you know who I missed lor? =)

Monday, June 1, 2009

How to hold a dick

Let me show you a few ways on how to hold a cock/dick in various ways.


Men:
If you wanna hold your own dick, with the position of lying down.


That's how you supposed to hold a dick when it grows too big too heavy.


Same as the above.


Now that this is more like it.


I learnt it from Bangkok one.. =D